Hey guys

Bluuuubuubububuubububub I hate myself right now.

I know it's petty of me to complain about it online, but I just feel so down right now. I just came out of a test, knowing that I didn't actually know the material.

It just kicks me in the gut because the questions on the test were actually ones that I've got the answers to (we did it in class about 3 weeks ago). I didn't even answer it correctly and I only did one question out of 8.

This test is worth 15% out of my aggregate score. I know I'll only get about 1 or 2%. I have to get an overall score of 50% in order to pass this subject, so I have to get at least 65% on my final exam in order to pass (for some crazy reason, the final exam is worth 80%)..

Knowing me, that's close to impossible.
The examiners never give a HD unless you've answered the question perfectly to their standards.

I just want to crawl into a hole and never come out again.
It's too late for me to drop out of the subject without incurring fees.

The only way to pass is for me to buckle down and study like a mad man. I don't have any one to study with (I'm pretty much friendless at uni) so I guess I'll have to see my tutor every week from now until the end.

Sorry for being so depressing you guys. I probably won't be online very often so I'm very sorry for any inconveniences  

May you all have a lovely week